I feel I might have skipped my middle life crisis probably all thanks to my super rebellious nature in my 20’s:
Leaving home, leaving my home town and soon after my home country.
Not finishing my law uni and not getting that super important thing in life – uni degree.
Not getting that one secure job and sticking to it.
Not getting married and having kids as everyone else did at the time.
Not taking a loan to buy a house.
I wish I could say it was all easy and fun, being that 20yrs old rebel.
It was everything but that.
Those were the hardest and loneliest years of my life.
Years of not belonging, not fitting in, being laughed at, feeling like a total loser, feeling ostracized everywhere I went, feeling punished, blamed and shamed for wanting to break out of the Matrix.
Being alone, broke, homeless, super anxious and fearful of the future – if I don’t stick with ‘The Plan’.
I am so grateful to God, my guardian angels, my soul and my heart guiding me through those difficult young years, giving me vigilence, strength, patience, persistence, courage and faith to follow my own soul path.
Not following a regular, boring, incredibly dangerous and unhealthy Human Life Plan in our young years seems to be working for many people later on in life.
Or not?
What do ya all think?
What has been your experience?
Teens and peeps in your 20’s – I would love to hear your thoughts too!
Free Your Shadow. Live Your Truth.