A few weeks ago, “totally unplanned”, I’ve had the most powerful healing experience of my life which has shown me my past lifes, connected me deeply with the Source and reminded me of the reason I am here.
For this to happen I needed to first let go of all the control of my conscious mind, which was a very scary experience.
I had to come down to my humility and soul vulnerability in order to be shown all that I need to see.
It started very much as a near death experience.
I was absolutely convinced I am dying as I struggled to breathe, felt very sick and dizzy. I kept fainting and losing my consciousness.
I also felt pulled down into the darkness by death and by demons.
Then it came the question: To live or to die? To live or to die? …………….
I was shown some of my wrong doings in this life. I felt a deep remorse for my actions, I apologised and in the end I received forgiveness and redemption.
After that, I was given an opportunity to live, with instructions to powerfuly Breathe, remembering I am Light.
And I suddenly started focusing on the light and on Living – instead of dying.
I also kept saying: A’ho. A’ho. A’ho. ………………………..
( Aho= Thank you in Kiowan language )
I have never before felt this much gratitude for my life.
It felt like I was given another chance to – truly live love, light, peace and joy.
In three hours of my “unplanned soul journey” I received many downloads of different past lives.
In one of those lives I was a very famous prophetess in Egypt.
So I was urged here and now to tap much deeper into my intuitive and channelling gifts, talents and abilities.
Interestingly, in this life I have always felt some unexplained deep connection with Muslim world, especially with Muslim women.
I spent 11 years in the Middle East ( another “totally unplanned” event in my life ).
My first Arabic teacher was an Egyptian woman.
When I was younger, I was infatuated with and attracted to men from that region.
I love traditional Egyptian music.
I also have a very deep connection with the desert.
For me, the desert represents one of the most spiritual places in the nature – beautiful, peaceful, serene, vast and open place with no sounds, no distractions – no escape from Self.
And it’s amazing what deafening silence can do for a human being.
The Adhan, Islamic call to prayer from a mosque’s minarets has always given me goosebumps.
Arabic cuisine is also one of my favourite.
I could write so much more of my soul connection with that past life as an Egyptian prophetess……….
In one of the downloads I also saw myself as a little child locked in a small cage.
The cage was high up in the sky and although she was curled up in a ball, little girl has strongly felt a powerful divine protection. Deep inside she knew this cage she is locked in is just temporary.
This cage represented my childhood in this life which felt like a prison, filled with abuse and neglect.
As a little girl I regularly talked to God and my guardian angels, wishing and dreaming of an escape and travelling to far away places…
And in this life I did manage to break out from my childhood “prison”.
When I was 19, I ran away from from my foster family.
Very soon afterwards, I traveled and lived in many far away places all around the world.
And even in times when I was jobless, homeless and hungry, I could still feel everything will be OK and that I am divinely guided and protected, always.
I was shown my foster parents were my slave owners in one of the past lives.
As their slave, I tried to escape but I was caught and killed.
And I have chosen them in this life to be my foster parents, to help me learn and master the most important lesson which is also my life mission here – to Break Free and Help Others to Break Free.
Interestingly, a decade ago, one of my mentors, Teal Swan, has written following about me: “Angelica is here to help people to break free, to alter paradigms and to get out of restrictions and imprisonment.”
There is so much I could write about my deep soul journey from two weeks ago, but I’ll leave you with Source Messages:
You are Free.
You are Powerful.
You came here to Live in Peace, Love and Joy.
Breathe.
Connect with your Soul’s Gifts and Talents.
Listen to your Intuition.
If those messages here and now don’t resonate with you, it might be time for you to – Start Breaking Free.
It might be time to Breathe.
It might be time to start reclaiming your Power back.
It might just be time to – Start Living.
Living Love.
Living Joy.
Living Peace.
Aho.